como te va?

i DETEST when i talk, and i try to tell someone my problems and that something is bothering me that they are doing, and they don’t listen. they try to defend themselves, laugh at me. its humiliating! i feel like ripping my hair out and screaming. its feels like theres a rock in my stomach and the back of my throat is cramped.

i explain myself, but its like they have an IQ of 20. what the crap? are they blind. deaf and mute? im sure even helen keller would understand me, but not them.

Lord give me patience, and open their ignorant mind.

im sorry this blog has turned so, depressing. im not depresssed, i just have moments of extreme frustration. its an outlet.

AGH. it feels like i swallowed a giant piece of steak, and it wont go down. ….lol.