como te va?

you know, i had a bit of an epiphany the other day. I mean, it wasn’t really sudden… but it was more of a moment of downright decision.

I’ve discovered that I’ve really just kind of gotten lost in the “thick of it”. Yes, ambigious I know, but sometimes I get so busy and wrapped up in other things in my life such as school, work, intervarsity, life (etc…) that I lose the purpose of what I’m doing. It’s like I start things out, and I just get distracted on the way. The result of that, is mainly that my intentions and goals become something that they shouldn’t be. They become selfish and pointless, which is a problem if you haven’t already gathered that.

That brings me to a pivot point of action: I really need to evaluate my purpose. I really do. Because unless I’m doing everything for the glory of God and for him, then things aren’t gonna work out the way they should.

I honestly don’t know where to start with it, because that a lot of stuff to deal with. And I reallly don’t see it as a negative thing. People do it in projects all the time… it’s healty and necessary to take a step back and see what you are doing. Its like painting… and sometimes if you don’t take a step back, everything will turn out badly and not the way you wanted it.

Other than that, I have a final in 50 minutes. Which i have been preparing for for a long time.

Also, the new facebook layout SUCKS. I mean, I’m not one to complain about facebook very often, but honestly…. this one blows. It almost makes me not want to go on it as often. The other one was so great, so nicely labeled… this one, it’s like a giant TWITTER box. not that I don’t like twitter… but twitter is twitter. And facebook is facebook. don’t mesh them.

xo
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